I was rebellious, so God had to show me that if you keep going on destroying yourself with drugs, you’re going to lose everything. Everything I did I never admitted to anyone, then one day, I finally told everyone, my kids and my mom, that I had a drug problem and to let them know was the hardest thing I could have done. I had an image to uphold that I was hiding in. After breaking down and telling everyone God lifted a heavyweight I was carrying while I was still using drugs, it made it easier to let go of it.
I know I’m free because God has delivered me. He continues to show me his love by giving me insight into his word and helping me get more involved in understanding how to use his word to better equip me for what is ahead. I know His word will keep me and maintain the victory that He has given me. Jesus is my source for everything. I am committed to Him and committed to building a loving relationship with Him because He lives in me. I am his, and He did everything for me to go on this journey. I am trusting and believing in Him, and I’m truly thankful.
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